Audra Shares the Why and How

If we understand that the Earth is part of us, even as we are part of it, we will understand that to heal our planet is to heal ourselves. I really want to create work that pulls you into the mental spaces so that we are one with the landscape. Works that coax you to skip past symbolic and rational thought to relate directly the visual messages of the natural world. This is the language we used before we had words. We evolved within the wilderness. It is our most native tongue. 

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Our Earth, like ourselves, is both powerful and fragile.  


To initiate this visual conversation, I choose the most familiar motifs. Rather than shying away from cliches, I am draw to them. Why do they speak to so many?  We all feel the power of a waterfall or the fragility of a butterfly. The wind is our mood; the water murmurs, babbles, or roars. We speak thunderstorms and sunsets, transforming them into our abstract language.  Our collective human experience creates very personal meanings from the natural world.    

Toss away the the idea that opposites cannot coexist. I play with dichotomies: real vs imaginary, abstract vs realistic. geometric vs organic, tiny vs monumental, cool vs warm, fragments vs whole, light vs shadows, 
"Preparation for Emergence",  watercolor pencil
"Spring Arrives", watercolor pencil

Real vs. Imaginary

 Some of I the imagery that you might assume just comes out of my imagination are actually abstracted from reality. I generally begin working simultaneously from reference photos I've taken and abstract marks that I intuitively put down on the page. The marks are a mixture of fiction, memories, reference photos, and life drawing. 
Cliff wall

Twisting and curving layers of rock which I expand upon in my paintings. 

Work in progress from "The Narrows"

Here you can see how the cliff wall in the previous photo is abstracted into undulating curves. 

A twisted branch

I painted this spiraling form into "The Narrows" with little alteration

Garlic scapes in Audra's garden

 The curvilinear plants in my art seem impossible, but the real world can always surprise you. 

Working Large

My first truly large scale piece was "The Narrows" which is about 4' x 9' and composed of a thousand 2" watercolors. As is often the case when birthing a new idea, it took several years of working off and on to discover what it wanted to be. My initial idea was to show the piece as a whole and then allow each of it's tiny works to go to different homes. When the brushwork was done, however, I realized that the work as a whole was significantly greater than the parts. It should not be cut up. The mounting and framing was a second surprise. I knew that suspending the little squares on clear acrylic would be interesting, but it was only after it was displayed with proper gallery lighting that the magic of the gridwork illusion reveled itself.

Large scale pieces  are different than their smller cousins. They require a well thought out compositional structure. For " The Narrows"  I studied Thomas Moran's "Shoshone Falls" at Gilcrease Museum. Its moving water and strong diagonals really speaks a language I am drawn to.  I also love the feeling of immersion into paintings that are monumental in size. I discovered that the use of the grid illusion creates a sort of dance for viewers. They are drawn in close to see the details of the tiny squares, then pull back to take in the big picture, and then parade back and forth teasing apart the Grid Work Illusion.  It is interesting that an illusion created by simple shadows can fool us. I often have to explain how I "make the dots move" when they are not moving at all. 

Grid Illusion

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You need to be there!

The grid illusion is impossible to explain and doesn't translate well into digital media. It's so cool, live and in person! The art is stationery. The moving dots are an illusion created your movement in relation to the shadows cast by the drawings. Some things are better experienced in the real world instead of our virtual one. 

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"The Narrows" in Progress

"So which came first, the big piece or the little ones?"

This is the question everyone encountering my Gridworks seems to want to ask, "Did you do the work as a whole and then cut it up, or did you draw each piece separate and then piece it together?" This photo sheds a little more light on the process. Here I am working the whole image on large papers. The tiny drawings are set with 1/4" masking tape gaps. From the beginning each tiny square is composed to be able to stand as an individual work.

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Riffing from abstract marks and reference photos

"Is the grid for copying from a photo"

The grid is strictly for setting the boundaries of the smaller pieces, not for copying. The larger works are usually a combination of separate reference photos, memories from being there, abstract marks set on the page, and listening to what the piece needs. 

Mobirise

Dodder or Cuscuta

What are those ribbons/strings in your work?

Though they may seem fanciful, Nature actually creates a twisty tangle of a plant, Cuscuta, commonly called dodder or amarbel. I remember seeing it often when I was a child. There are 100-150 species of Dodder. Though a parasitic plant with a bad reputation, it is a keystone species in some ecosystems.  While some are invasive and a challenge to agriculture, other species are cultivated for medicinal use.  It goes by many colorful names like love vine, strangleweed, devil's guts, wizard's net, fireweed, goldthread, and angelhair. Although I abstract it and take liberties, freeing it to fly in the wind, the real plant is more strange than I depict. 

More FAQ's

The time greatly varies and it's complicated to count . My first complex large work,"The Narrows" took me six calendar years to birth. Not all that time was actual painting and drawing. Large works take up a good deal of physical space, so there were stretches of time I had to take it down as set it aside, while I worked on other pieces.  Even then, ideas were perculating and processing.  When I first began "The Narrows", I was averaging 2 hours for every small 2" square. With 1000 squares total, naturally, I got much faster as it progressed.  Cutting and mounting them onto the acrylic took two weeks and building the framing system that creates the optical effect took several more days. It's not a fast process, but it's worth the time spent. 

I often use abstract string or ribbon forms and tiny globes to help my viewers to enter within and be pulled along through my work. The ribbon gives form to the wind and the spheres add weight like an anchor.  It really helps to propel you across the gaps and into new parts of the landscape. They also provide a bit of distraction so that I can manipulate multiple perspectives into one whole. It's a sort of visual sleight of hand trick. Specifically, I love spheres because, though a geometric form, they are pervasive in nature. The same is true of the ribbon like forms, which could be dodder, grasses, flows of water or other magical things.

We are presently in Earth's sixth mass extinction, one caused by humans. Other artists focus on putting rock star endangered species front and center in their work. I respect what they are doing. It's extrememtly important! For me, however, the approach is more subtle. For some time now, I have been incorporating threatened and endangered species into my art. Because in real life you have to look for these rare creatures, in my art you must do the same. In the process of researching local endangered species, I have come to speculate that we only notice those special neighbors if they are flashy or they get in the way of powerful corporations, developers, governmental projects or others who want to use them in disputes. If they don't fall into one of those catagories, do we even notice they exist before they are extinct?  My tiny "The Least of these are Sacred" is one work where I did put our endangered Ouachita Rock Pocketbook as the focal piece. Who fights for these plain humble mussels and our other disappearing friends? I feel like we need to know our plant and animal neighbors. We need to learn their names. 

We all stand on the shoulders of the creative ones that came before us and touch hands with those of our own times.  I have so many influences. These are a few: 
  Thomas Moran's monumental paintings of the American West may be the reason I gravitate towards creating landscapes. 
  Chuck Close's work certainly taught me how to create large works from smaller compositions.  My gridwork series interplays those ideas with inspiration from the Op Art Movement.
Less obvious but certainly important is the influence of Georgia Okeefe. I was first introduced to her work as a teen. Her use of color, curvalinear forms, and juxtaposition of forms within and against the landscapes can be seen in my work. I have always enjoyed the way her art can be interpreted in personal and intimate ways. 
  Emily Carr's landscpes of the Pacific Northwest created a language for expressing movement and color that soaked into my subconcious and came out onto my canvas. Only recently have I realized her impact on my work. Though she has been criticized for cultural appropriation, I would like to believe she did the best she knew to do to express respect for the First Nations. I wonder if she, like me, believed that if you can communicate our soulful connection to the environment, we will care better for it and for our humanity.
  Though I would not consider my work to be Surrealism or Magical Realism, there are influences there, particularly in the approach that one need not use rational thought to understand art.

Mobirise

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What's next?

There is considerable construction work that goes into mounting my Gridworks. These pieces are far from done when I put on the last brushstroke. They are pushing the bounderies between 2D and 3D work.   I am currently playing with ideas that take this further. Additionally, I find my creative process time searching for ways to combine my photography interests, painting, digital media, and 3D construction. I am excited to see the works evolve.